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Sunday, 05 July 2009

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    An Army Of Shapes Between Wars
    By Action Action
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    Leaving

    Everyone seems to be leaving. I exaggerate, of course, but several close friends and my girlfriend have all left the city of Ann Arbor permanently to go off, start jobs, and start their real lives. It's weird.

    And it makes me nostalgic, remorseful, and sad...
    Not gonna lie, I even cried a bit today,

    Also, my internet left me. The person I was bumming wifi from was one of aforementioned people who's off to Florida as of today.

    So if I don't post much or respond to comments. That's why. Sorry, but there's no more internet at my apartment.

    The blacksheep sends his love

Monday, 29 June 2009

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    Silence
    By Blindside
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    Night of bad news

    So yesterday was a nice, lazy Sunday afternoon....but it faded into a night of one bad thing after another.

    I'll go from least severe to most severe.

    As I've said before, I recently lost my paid job, so I applied to a couple others, including an online, freelance writing job. I was expecting to get it. They sent me an email saying they didn't have anything for me. I tried applying for similar jobs, but I was far too under-qualified, and they didn't have the topics I can do.

    One of my good friends and former roommates called me. He recently graduated and started a job in Madison, WI. He's a very shy kid, and I expected he would have some trouble making new friends, but apparently he's having more trouble than I thought he would. Social anxiety is kicking in and he's just generally in a bad place with feeling lonely, but too scared to ask people if they want to hang out.

    Then someone I hadn't talked to in years sent me a link to a news article from my hometown. Apparently the younger brothers of two of my childhood friends were riding their bikes and got hit by a drunk driver. Who the fuck drives drunk at 8:30 AM? One of them just got moved out of intensive care and is stable. The other died Saturday night. A kid I used to play videogames with just died. Needless to say, this brings back memories and feelings of my own loss.

    If you pray, could you please remember these families in your prayers?

    The blacksheep sends his love...

Saturday, 27 June 2009

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    Love
    By The Juliana Theory
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    Tragedy of the Commons: College

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    This is about a year old, so bare that in mind when fact-checking.
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    On my walk back from the UGLi (Undergraduate Library), I had an epiphony of sorts...basically it was an extension of a previous idea I've had about college that puts everything in economic (and therefore politically viable) terms.

    First, let me describe The Tragedy of the Commons. The phrase was coined describing cow farmers. See, cow farmers had two choices of where they could have their cows graze: their own fields or the common field. Of course, all the farmers brought their cows to the common field until it was completely destroyed. In truth, if they had all regulated their use of the common field and balanced between their own fields and the common field better ALL the cows would have been better fed. However, if they all agreed to regulate their use of the common field, the incentive to cheat on the agreement. It's an infinitely repeated Prisoner's Dilemma.

    The same thing is happening now with fishing on the High Seas. Every fishing boat wants to catch as many fish as possible, because it won't affect the quantity of fish supplied enough to affect the price. However, since every boat does it, quantity supplied does change, and price drops. Compound that with the fact that overfishing causes it to  take longer for the fish populations to replenish, so fishing boats need to go further and further out for longer and longer to get the same catch (I think this is what The Perfect Storm was about? I never saw it). If they would all catch fewer fish ALL of them would be better off, but since they all catch as many as possible, the price they get goes down and their costs go up. Competition vs. Collusion in a prisoner's dilemma, competition leads to the tragedy of the commons.


    Now, let's talk about college. College education clearly increases social awareness and overall well-being of society. Thus, the government subsidizes college education (for example: I pay $10G for a $40G education, thankyou to the State of Michigan for naively believing that I'm actually going to stick around and use my education to better the economy of Michigan). Since college has gotten cheaper, more people are going and increasing the supply of educated labor. Since supply is increasing, price (wages) of educated labor drops. Simultaneously, the increase in supply of educated labor has made it possible to require a college education, and so demand for educated labor rises, increasing wages, but not enough to offset aforementioned decrease. Since demand for educated labor rises, demand for uneducated labor must fall, lowering those wages and creating more incentive for student to go to college, students who would not (and probably should not) have otherwise gone (read: "I'm here to party" or "I'm here because my parents made me). As more people go to college, the value of the education decreases (decreasing marginal returns on government investment), but it still becomes more and more mandatory (not unlike high school).
    Note: I'm well aware that our current spending power is much higher than it used to be. This does not disprove what I'm saying for two reasons:
    1.) Nothing happens in a vacuum. There are other factors at play (e.g. stock market, increased housing prices, minimum wage, other government policies, unions, etc.) besides just increasing college enrollment
    2.) The de facto "mandatory-ness" of college is a fairly recent development and therefore hasn't fully shown its effects on the economy just yet.

    Now, there is virtually no job that requires a high school education but not a college education (completing high school is merely a signal, to use game theory terminology, and gives some small protection against recessions). That's because high school education is so common now, as college education gets more common, it's going to be required more, and then grad school will become the new college (in fact, it already is for many professions). This is there the tragedy comes in. The more people go to college, the more college education is required, the more wages sink for everyone--college graduates and non-college graduates alike--the more lost productivity (four to eight years is a long time).

    Furthermore, college has always been a factor in increasing the rich-poor gap. When college was more rare only the rich could afford it and therefore it aided the rich in getting richer. Now that college is much cheaper and much more common, only the poor who cannot afford it don't go (I know there exceptions, I'm talking in generalities, not anecdotes). Thus, college (or rather, the cost of college) facilitates the poor getting poorer. If the rich-poor gap grows because the rich are getting richer, that's not a problem, macroeconomically speaking--ethics and fairness aside--but if it's going because the poor are getting poorer, that has macroeconomic consequences.

    I'm not sure what the exact ratio is for percentage of the population should go to college in equilibrium, but I'm pretty sure this isn't it. For every individual there are high incentives to go to college, but for society as a whole, it's harmful. It is, in a sense, a tragedy of the commons. In an attempt to make everyone equal it hurts everyone. Which then begs the question, "Why does the government keep encouraging this?" It may help us compete internationally, but as more and more steps are taken to isolate ourselves, it seems like a silly contradiciton. And ultimately self-defeating since it causes problems (such as debt, lower wages--which are still too high to compete in manufacturing internationally, less productivity, more substance abuse, etc.) in the domestic economy making it more difficult to compete.

    That's not even taking into acount the changes in college environment. This is certainly not an exhaustive list, but it's a small start:
    1.) Colleges still want to make it possible for students to graduate, so they dumb down the classes in order to reach more people
    2.) 500-person lectures, 'nough said.
    3.) The people who come to college because they "need" to, but when they get here all they do is party, which makes studying more difficult for everyone...and pop my bike tires because apparently being drunk makes it seem like breaking a bottle in the street is a wonderful idea.
    4.) So much more competitive, which is a bad thing when there are externalities (in this case stress).
    5.) I could go on, but you get the jist.


    Perhaps "Tragedy of the Commons" isn't the best term, but it sounds dramatic and it's certainly related: this is still an infinitely repeated simultaneous game, though perhaps not the traditional prisoner's dilemma-type game. What are the long term consequences of sending as many people as possible to college? How is this going to change the aggregated economy? How is this going to affect different industries? What is the optimal ratio between college-goers and college-not-goers?

    The tattooed economist sends his love

Thursday, 25 June 2009

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    The Fall of Ideals
    By All That Remains
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    Through the Storm

    So I recently lost my research assistant job. I suspect foul play, because I never got a straight answer of why and it kind of came out of the blue. But even still, it's not worth bitching about to the powers that be, nor would that change the fact that I am, once again, without income. Fortunately I have other options for that.

    But despite the loss of that job, my internship is going very, very well. I have numerous projects going on and the office is very friendly. Today I was working and it started raining. Since I ride my bike the five miles to the hospital, I decided to make it a later night than normal and finish up some loose ends on projects I've been working on. Then it happened: the clouds broke, the rain let up, and I could see blue sky through my window. I took the opportunity and hurried out the door. However, in the time it took me to re-inflate my tire (I've been riding to work and back on a holey tire...so I have to carry a pump all the time) it started drizzling again. No big deal, I figured it would pass soon enough. And it did. However, I have to bike one mile south and then four miles west-southwest back to my apartment. The mile south was fine...nothing more than a slight drizzle. However, once I started going west I realized that the break in the clouds was just a small slit, and I was sufficiently south that the break in the rain was not above me. As I kept riding, the rain was getting worse and worse. Finally, with about two miles to go, I caught up to the storm I had seen pass earlier. Rain was pelting my bare back and it hurt. I could barely see since rain was (a.) coming down so hard it made a translucent wall and (b.) was running into my eyes, drying out my contacts. Squinting as my dress pants got soaked through and through, I finally made it back to my apartment. Suffice to say, there were pools in my shoes.

    Along my ride through the storm, I had a couple epiphonies:
    1.) Ask for joy, and God will give it to you. Not happiness necessarily, but unadulterated joy. It's like a drug that raises your sense of apathy towards adversity and lets you push on.
    2.) When going through a storm (literal or metaphorical) it can me hard to see. Your vision is clouded and you can't see what's going on around you. You can only see just far enough to see what's directly in front of you, and using only that information, you can't always make the wisest choices regarding how to get around puddles. The more you try to avoid the puddles the more the storm will get you wet...wetter than if you have just powered through the puddles (mini-struggles).
    3.) At the end of the day, there is always a place to go home to. It's warm, dry, and has fresh clothes. For me, that place happened to be an apartment, in the metaphor...well, I'll let you figure that out; there are several correct answers.


    The Blacksheep sends his Love.

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

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    The End Is Here
    By Five Iron Frenzy
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    God's Peace and Joy

    So I'm not one to often write about those "experiential things" that have helped to form my faith. I don't usually see the point...there are a few exceptions, but in general, I would much rather post analysis, logical discourse, and general intellectualism rather than phenomenological instances.

    Today is an exception.

    Last night I was tired, irritable, frustrated, stressed and just burned up.

    I prayed for God to show me joy.
    I prayed that God, the creator of time, would help me find time to keep in touch with people, read his word, and get all my busy work done.

    This morning I woke up and had my morning cigarette (nope, I still haven't given up those...nor my bedtime cigarettes, I have cut back significantly though). It was beautiful outside. It was sunny. Birds were chirping cheerfully. I couldn't help but smile. On my (excessively hilly) 5-mile bikeride to work this morning I kept smiling and singing...sweat pouring down my face so I was a mess when I got to my internship, but I was happy. I worked a full, very, very productive 9 hours without a cigarette. When I got back I didn't veg and read hours of pointless xanga blogs like normal...I read ones with purpose and I did my social networking thing. Balanced my checkbook. I've been super productive, and when I feel overwhelmed I just start smiling and go for it...this is very new. Normally I curl up in the fetal position and rock back and forth without actually doing anything.

    God is Good.
    He answers appropriate prayers at the appropraite time.
    No matter how many times we slap his face and deny we know him He forgives us and will keep on loving us.
    His creation is more beautiful than...ummm...much as it pains me to say it, The sky He created is even more beautiful than my guitar...seriously...I never thought I'd say that, but it's true!
    And have you ever just stopped and stared at a body of water? Wow...
    God is so Good.

    I know this post is very not me...but I had to

    The Punk Christian Sends His Love.


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  • I'm a tattooed economist with a passion for going against the flow. I'm jaded beyond help, and I'm a Devil's Advocate. But above all else, I'm a Punk Christian. This is not an oxymoron, these are two, very compatable lifestyles, and the blend of the two is how I choose to live my life. Blind faith is ignorance and a betrayal of self. Question Everything and leave nothing unchallenged.

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